I looked in the mirror I didn't like what stood before me Didn't I just smile What about that seeming hearty laughter to that silly joke The mirror showed my insides My heart bled My heart looked at me And bowing down, smiled It looked pale Far from the happiness my lips exhibits It looked dark, reddish and grey From all the unspoken pain it harbours I couldn't believe it All the people I met today Would think I'm so happy And healthy Yet, here I stand The mirror exposing my sorrows Maybe the mirror is my truest friend He knows me, inside out My sorrows and otherwise Yet, here it is, standing by me Telling me that my feelings are valid If I showed you My dark side Would you stay If I was rough towards you because I felt rough and broken Would you stay Maybe you'd just think me arrogant Would you listen to my whinings Without complaining How can I show love When I can't feel love I can't give what I don't have ...